I write the words that plague my dreams. And dream up words that haunt my days. I’m figuring out my meaning in life and I can’t promise you the words I write will be anything other than they are: partly fiction and partly everything I’ve ever wanted to say. Rising Sophomore at BU I write to keep me sane.
"After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music."
-Aldous Huxley

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2:37am

I wonder if there’s a reason for this

sitting in the dark feeling every wound 

I stitched up

come undone again

I thought I was through feeling and shit 

I forgot when I built my walls 

that I’d trapped everything in here with me. 


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And why: there’s no escaping you

I don’t even understand it -
The effect you still have on me -
I think I’m strong
Hell, I pride myself in being so
But you have this way
Of taking me down a few notches
Clearing away every facade
Every wall I put up -
You know I’m no good with strangers -
You take down five months of solid ground with one stare
And I’m always left wondering
How?


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I Got Caught Up In An Act; It Lasted 7 Years

It took years to reach this moment of clarity
I’ve spent my life perfectly balanced with my indecision
Never sure the direction I should take but knowing movement was in my best interest
I walked a fine line
Arms stretched out
Holding my balance
As I heel toed through time
But this smile on my face says it all
My answer
This is everything I once hid away.


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They show me my worst fears

She’s taken again
Reigned in by an obsession that’s meddled her mind for years
I dreamt of her last night
In my attempts to woo her
I extended my hand for her to hold and she looked into the deepest part of my soul when she said
“You’re not subtle,”
I recoiled.


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Not that it matters now

It took five years but
I finally figured out
The taste on your lips


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I’m scared you’ll leave like
The rest of them so I won’t
Hold you as close now.


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I can see the future

I just want to remember the moment your legs wrapped around me
In our little bubble
Our movements synchronized
I finally understand all those words I read
But they could never describe the moment we connect
Heart in my throat chocked up
Not sure how to do this but you guide me there
And there
Panic dissipates
I could see us like this
Always.


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Wicked Ways

Get out of my head
I don’t need a reminder
Of the things I lost


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From Time To Time

I don’t think about
You the way I use to but
You still cross my mind


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Of the physical kind

They never said this
Hunger would be so intense
Please help me sate it.


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